Fear

Dear, dear...
Why am I a person full of fears? Why do I need to be suspicious? I love you... but sometimes I don't know if I should...
Please, don't hurt me, if this is going to be it, let it be, but don't go breaking my heart.
I hope I'm just paranoid; I hope whatever I feel I'm wrong about it.
I am so insecure, I am so jealous, I am so scared...
I am sorry, I don't need to be like that... u.u