Fear

Dear, dear...
Why am I a person full of fears? Why do I need to be suspicious? I love you... but sometimes I don't know if I should...
Please, don't hurt me, if this is going to be it, let it be, but don't go breaking my heart.
I hope I'm just paranoid; I hope whatever I feel I'm wrong about it.
I am so insecure, I am so jealous, I am so scared...
I am sorry, I don't need to be like that... u.u

I've come to realization that in this time of the year I become anxious. Today you're that girl I'm in love with, but you won't respond to it, later I will be a good friend for you and later on, nothing more... Whatever, I don't even know why do I care. I feel jealous, but I didn't want to feel anything to begin with. Sadly... I feel more lonely than before. But I must be strong, I must master myself, be the owner of my feelings, 'cause I don't need this, I hate it... I don't deserve it.

This time...

Hello everyone this time is my pleasure to introduce a video that I found to be pretty amazing, funny and entertaining, name's Achmed, the dead terrorist. Enjoy:

Waiting for your comments.

Dreams or Nightmares

Imagine that you are in charge of an important number of people...

What do you do? Do you take control? Seize the situation... one of them has jumped from the third floor and she died.

You are somehow reponsible, even if you don't know her, you have to take the blow... why? she was one of yours, she never saw you, neither you saw her, but it was your responsability, or at least they say so.

You don't get it, you don't feel, you don't understand either; why a person like that, which you don't know, can cause so much trouble??

Ah well, it's time to wake up anyway...

Beginnings

Tomorrow will be the starting, let's see how's it going. Now, I know I was a coward, because i was there, I looked at you and I didn't tell you how I felt. Now I know I love you, and I can not stop thinking of you and I hope you don't forget about me, don't forget about the time we shared, because that time was lovely, at least for me.

Thank you for reading, until we meet again...

Lost cause

Well, at least we gave it a try, it won't work, as we already had guessed; but nevermind, the world is not over yet. There are plenty of women out there who will be my friends and no more that that jaja. Anyway we go on and on and on

Somebody to love

Each morning I get up I die a little, can barely stand on my feet, take a look on the mirror and cry... well not quite yet, but I still  feel that empty space in me that some call love.

It's been three years since I was with somebody I actually loved and I screwed it up. Now, a new hope arises, like when Luke was taken by Obi-Wan, but I don't know if the force is with me... the only thing I know is that things are getting pretty tangled and I am doomed whether I go for it or not, so better risk it, right?

Anyway i won't hesitate no more, it cannot wait, I'm yours....


Nice weekend!